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Saturday, 04 July 2009

  • cranberry creek gardens

    I AM GETTING MARRIED!!!!

    Mike asked me in the most romantic way ... I had tears!!
    Off to Cranberry Creek Gardens, June 5, 2010

    I AM SO EXCITED AND AMAZINGLY HAPPY!!!!!

     

     

Wednesday, 01 April 2009

  • i feel embarrassed and angry today.
    I hate everything about you. i hate how condescending you are.
    i hate you for talking to me in front of him.
    i am good at my job.
    you were out of line - crossed way over it actually.
    it's none of your business what i do in my personal life.
    i'm sorry i dont jump when you ask me to.
    i'm sorry i have a life outside of work.
    did you know that the sight of you makes my skin crawl?
    plain and simply put - you're an asshole.


Monday, 30 March 2009

  • in limbo ...

    so i'm driving from st catharines to my parents house the other day ...
    day dreaming about all the houses i've been looking at, and how much fun it will be to go look @ them in person.
    together.
    and then i started thinking about all those conversations that keep coming back to that same subject. and i dont know what to do ...
    am i making my self look stupid here? Hearing what you've said and listening? Or believing that just like me, you want something more too - and that you wont let your fear of the unexpected wreck those chances? 
    Because i want it all.  and i've said that from the beginning.
    and now you're making it sound like suddenly you might not want it anymore ... and what does that leave me with?
    confused would be the understatement. and i want it with you, because you are my best friend,  the love of my life ... i dont want that life with just anyone, i've been waiting for you.
    so i wait. because i know that deep in your heart you want it too. because you've said as much. but this waiting hurts me. so could we please speed this up a bit? thank you.

Sunday, 01 February 2009

  • there are so many things ... so many things!!
    great birthday on Friday - I am no 25 years old - on my way to 30 ... ugh!! lol
    best time with Mike - I really had fun ...
    Punky's married, wedding was awesome - so much fun to be with the family ...
    looked HUGE in the photos - reinforcing my desire to keep plugging away on fitness

    also - i know i sound redundant, but seriously - how much longer do i need to wait!?
    by it happening, it proves that you are 100% serious, not that i dont think you are, but it's a gesture that shows everyone else how serious you are
    and it's important to me, and it would mean so much to my family, to know that you're serious about it too ...
    i am just so happy - and that is the next step, and i'm getting impatient, because i want that next step now!!!



Sunday, 28 December 2008

  • and so the gym routine begins ... and this time i'll try to stay on the bandwagon ...

    Christmas has come and gone - and i miss the atmosphere and being around my family - sometimes i hate living so far away ...

    so now there is work ... and i think i'll be looking for a new job soon - love the co-workers, not so crazy about the new manager or the new direction - but we'll see
    <3